I dunno. This year, 2008, has never been good to me even once... Why, damnit, why? Firstly, my comp team this year, though won the highly feared Xinmin, but still lost to Nan Hua Sec due to Fd, why? Next, my eoy results, why must you fail me. If not for 3 careless 1 mark mistakes, i could be top of the class. If not for the time, I could have dominated the chinese paper. If not for my eyes, i could have not made so many mistakes in science. And goddamned why must you, history, give me noob marks when i put in so much efforts in this knowing this is my weakiness!!! And lastly, why must some of those cb classmates of mine to get good marks to go cse!!! They disturb the class, yet they reaped the best award. This is freaking unfair.How i wish I could reverse time to change all this....

But all has been done, there's no way anything could be changed. The only thing is to push on. My objective is to get 1.00 msg next year and i'm not a single bit joking. I''m gonna pwn all those cse noobs and show them they suck and never should have belonged there. I'm gonna kickstart it by planning my ACE this year once I get my books. No matter what it takes, i'm gonna reach there.

Today's songs of my choice: Why by Secondhand Serenade, even fools will know why.
Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day, my dreams are crushed utterly like a shattered piece of glass, and I walk alone down this empty and dreaded street by myself and my shadow, knowing that I will be killed along this street..........

Yours truly updated at 10:20 PM